Sakura's mighty team

I dunno, I thought the title fit this one.
I've read all of the books, watched both movies and seen like a dozen of the episodes... But then I started to see Tsubasa. Q__Q
No doubt, that is one of my favorite books of ANY manga I have, but wow, Once Tokyo came... everything became so grim and awful for the characters!
I loved Fai, and Syaoran, Kurogane, and Sakura so much! >W<
And now they have to suffer... And then the other Syaoran is suffering about his place with Sakura, and he loves her but now she leaves them! And now Fai really loves Sakura as well, and then he has to be tortured so badly. I'm on the 20th novel, and I am stunned at how emotional it has been these past novels. ;o; The expressions were priceless, and some of those pictures were just daunting after I finished reading. I know, this sounds really silly of me to say, but I really felt touched by those characters....